It has been 7 months since I blogged last...way too long! I can't believe that much time has gone by. I've thought of a lot of great things to blog about, but those thoughts came and went, just like the minutes and days and months! I really desire to keep up on my shared thoughts...my deep profound musings (insert belly laugh here!), but that desire seems to get pushed aside as I live my life and just get busy!
I thought today, Thanksgiving 2010, would be a good day to share my heart again...
This Thanksgiving I have so much thankfulness in my heart. At times, I feel as though it is overflowing. I am thankful for my husband. I was blessed about 14 years ago, when God brought an amazing man into my life. He has been my husband for 11 years. He is my soul mate...the love of my life. He has shown me what love really is...what it means to be loved and cherished. He is an amazing father to our children. He works harder than anyone that I know. He is humble and servant-hearted. He loves the Lord and serves Him with integrity. I am blessed and honored to be his wife and partner in life!
I am thankful for my children...the ones that I gave birth to and the ones that God gave me when I married their dad! I am thankful that God has trusted me to be a mother and teach my kids about Him. I am thankful that, in spite of myself, He deemed me worthy of this task. I am thankful that I have been blessed to watch them as they grow up and become the people that God created them to be. I am thankful that even when I doubt my self as a mother and step mother...when I question what I am doing...the Lord shows me, in His own way, that it's what He is doing that really matters.
I am thankful for the rest of my family! For the family that is close by and those that aren't. Thankful for the different impacts that each person has had in my life and the differences they have made in my life. Whether the relationship is close or distant...strong or estranged...God has a purpose for it and for that, I am thankful.
I am thankful for my friendships. For my best friends that have been in my life for many, many years...for the undying love and laughter...for the tears and heartache...for everything we have been to and for each other! For new friendships that have bloomed and become another wonderful reminder of how God continues to care for us through the relationships He gives us!
I am thankful for my church, ShoreLife. Thankful for the 17+ years that I have been a part of such an incredible body of believers...for the fellowship and support...for the family that God has given us through His people. For a place that we can go and just feel the presence of God, not because of the building, but because of the word of God being taught...
the genuine worship of God!
I am thankful for God's provision for our family. So thankful that He takes care of our needs and gives up what He feels we need and never, never forgets us!
I am thankful for heartache and hard times..I don't like them, but I trust that God has a plan. I may not understand them most of the time, but God has never let me down. There is one thing I know and it's that God is a good and merciful God...that He loves us and wants only the best for us. I hold onto that everyday!
In Your name there is mercy for sin
There is safety within, in Your holy name
In Your name, there is strength to remain
To stand in spite of pain
In Your holy name
There is safety within, in Your holy name
In Your name, there is strength to remain
To stand in spite of pain
In Your holy name
I don't write that to be a downer, because I am happy and joyful and most of all thankful...but I have experienced sadness and loss and there are days when that surfaces rather rudely...I would be amiss not to share my perspective and optimism and most of all, trust in the midst of it.
Finally, but most important to me, I am thankful for my Lord Jesus...my salvation...the relationship that literally saved my life. I am thankful, everyday, for His grace and mercy and unconditional love and kindness that He has poured upon my life and still continues to do so. I am thankful for the cross that bore my shame...for the blood that was shed for me. I am thankful that my life...all of it...can be placed in the loving arms of my Savior and I can be comforted in knowing that I am safe and forgiven!
Finally, but most important to me, I am thankful for my Lord Jesus...my salvation...the relationship that literally saved my life. I am thankful, everyday, for His grace and mercy and unconditional love and kindness that He has poured upon my life and still continues to do so. I am thankful for the cross that bore my shame...for the blood that was shed for me. I am thankful that my life...all of it...can be placed in the loving arms of my Savior and I can be comforted in knowing that I am safe and forgiven!
He is a good God...ALL the time He is good.
Today, I will share the day with most of my family. We will share food, laughter, probably some tears and make new memories. My prayer and hope for you, is that today you will embrace YOUR thankfulness too!!